Zutarafan16

I'm still alive. And I never realized how much I've missed this place until now that I've come back. Well, really I'm still making my way back. but hopefully my hiatus is over. And i'm going to try to get back into the motion of things around here. But I might just start a new account. Just to start clean and actually try to keep up with it. But i'm still debating that. I've really missed you all sooo much!! wow, my last journal entry was Mar. 25th. that seems ages ago. also, I think I have changed a lot. more on that later, but i just dont think im the same as i used to be. and whats this about free journal skins? *changing mine*

NEGLECTION! I'M SORRY! :hug: i've really just been so busy. so i'll guess i'll explain what i've been doing. for the past 3 weeks or so i have been working backstage for my school play Guys and Dolls. (~AtemAdamgirl (https://www.deviantart.com/atemadamgirl) was actually in it) the showing was this weekend. but before that we basically had practice almost everday from 6:30 to around 10:00. but i enjoyed it. even if it took away from other things, it was still a lot of fun. and backstage is actually really hard. harder than i expected at least. i also made a lot of new friends, which is always good. but also playing one of the lead roles of was 'Mark'. and another person who ha

didnt make it :( So i havent been on. at all. in a while. but theres not really an explanation. except maybe that i just needed time away from the computer, and the internet world and all that. i still prolly wont be on much. just needed time to get over myself. about Von not making it to the Top 12. or, Top 13 i guess, now. lets start at the begining of last week. Tues. night i really thought Von did well. and the judges loved him. and i voted approximately 453 times. just for him. and a voted a couple for some other ppl. anyways, i kinda new he wasnt going to make Top guy or second top vote getter that night, but i knew for sure he would